Episode 160. Finding Freedom in Recovery, with Ash Murray

PODCAST

2 Feb

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In this special episode, Ash is joined by her longtime friend Ash Murray. For years, both women battled addiction silently, only sharing the full depths of their stories with one another after coming into recovery. Today, Ash Murray is the Eating Disorder Lead and Therapist at The Wave Clinic in Malaysia, with her expertise grounded not just in study, but in lived experience.

Ash opens up about her personal journey through eating disorders and alcohol addiction, sharing what recovery has truly looked like beyond the surface. From the isolating depths of illness which nearly took her life, to the slow rebuilding of trust, self-worth, and connection, she reflects on the pivotal role that rehab, honesty, healing and self-care have played in finding lasting freedom.

Together, they explore the intersection of therapy and lived experience, how vulnerability and empathy can become powerful tools for healing both self and others. They unpack the mental health challenges that intensified during the COVID-19 pandemic, and the importance of ongoing support in maintaining balance and wellbeing.

Episode chapter:

00:00 Introduction to Ashley Murray's Journey

02:57 Life in Malaysia and Work at the Wave Clinic

05:46 Navigating COVID-19 in Treatment

08:21 The Impact of COVID-19 on Mental Health

11:08 A Photo that Represents Struggles

13:55 The Super Yacht Experience and Its Consequences

16:27 The Turning Point: Seeking Help

19:22 Life in Bali and the Struggle with Addiction

22:16 The Rock Bottom Moment

24:49 Desperation and the Path to Recovery

27:08 The Turning Point: Reaching Out for Help