Episode 137. Numbing the Pain: Alcoholism and Sharp Edge Eye Syndrome with Ryan Bayly
Ep 137. Numbing the Pain: Alcoholism and Sharp Edge Eye Syndrome with Ryan Bayly
In this episode, Ash is joined by Ryan Bayly, who courageously shares his story of 19 years of sobriety, the mental health battles he has faced, and the isolating experience of living with Sharp Edge Eye Syndrome, a condition doctors struggled to believe. For decades, Ryan hid behind a smile, staying quiet about his pain, carrying the weight of loneliness and misunderstanding.
Sobriety became the first step in Ryan’s journey back to himself, helping him rediscover who he truly was beneath the silence and struggle. It opened the door to living fully, embracing travel, and building a life that feels expansive and aligned. He reflects on the freedom that comes from connection, community, and allowing himself to be seen as he really is.
This conversation is a raw and inspiring reminder that even in the depths of silence and struggle, connection can bring light. It’s a testament to resilience, self-acceptance, and the hope that comes from walking the journey of recovery together.
The episode highlights are:
00:00 Introduction to Ryan's Journey
02:49 Daily Life and Sobriety
05:15 The Impact of Mental Health Work
07:57 The Struggles of Social Interactions
10:39 Childhood Experiences and Their Effects
13:06 The Development of Sharp Edge Eye Syndrome
15:48 Coping Mechanisms and Alcoholism
18:33 The Journey to Recovery
21:16 Finding Community and Understanding
23:47 The Importance of Breath and Mindfulness
26:13 The Power of Sharing and Connection
29:23 Non-Negotiables in Life
32:07 Conclusion and Final Thoughts
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